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smurfboy21
Luis
United States
In all truth i am just a kid who loves God.

Favourite genre of music: thought provoking music
Favourite style of art: open-minded
Favourite cartoon character: bugs bunny/batman/superman
Personal Quote: you wouldn't censor the nude girl in a painting, so why would you censor the writer's words
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So, I am sorry I haven't been very active... 

I have been working on my film. We finished filming and submitted our 3 minute version to a 3 minute film contest. 

Also, a few weekends ago my girlfriend drove to longview to visit me for the weekend. We had a great weekend! She took like fifty photos on my phone and changed all my settings...

 So, a year and a few months I have been dating this girl...


So, Wednesday the 13th.... She breaks up with me at 4 a.m.


Says that she loves me so much, cares about me so much, and is so invested that she wants to rip off the band aid now. Instead of waiting a year or two years or three years, when she loves me even more and cares about me even more. That breaking up with me is hard now, but it would be harder then..

So, Why would we have to break up later?
Well, it's inevitable she says. She doesn't see us getting married, but sometimes she does, but because I am her first boyfriend she wants more experience before she makes that kind of decision. Also, her friends for the past six months have been telling her to break up with me because I am so comfortable with the idea that we might not get married and that doesn't bother me. So, she couldn't take it anymore...


Sunday, I told my mom thinking that she would tell me forget about her fuck it fuck all of them. Words of anger and hate that I would have enjoyed hearing someone else say. She didn't though. Instead she was being reasonable. Telling me that Chelsea, my ex, could be scared of happiness. That there is nothing I can do but give everything time. To let everything run its course and to not judge her or be angry with her.

So, I am trying not to be angry.


How was your week?


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JACAC Featured By Owner 4 days ago
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macmari Featured By Owner 4 days ago
Thank you favoriting my poetry!
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Thank you for the three favorites. <3 
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seika Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for the fav :3

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Thank You so much for Your support! :)
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m e . a g a i n . Luis :w00t:
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Thank you for the fave :-)
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